I just randomly decided to check this today.  It seems like everyone has given up on xanga.  I'm pretty much always on myspace anyways so you can easily reach me there (www.myspace.com/burnthestrings) or you can check out my music site (www.myspace.com/ofwormsandempires).

If you want to know how I'm doing, then here my life is:

-I've got an amazing girlfriend who is just as crazy as I am and we fit together so well
-I'm writing music a lot more now and I love it
-I'm almost out of high school

Things are going well for me and I wish nothing less for all of you.

-nathan

I'm soooo close now.  It's amazing.  I'm doing the best I can and I think God is giving me another chance.  Thanks to all the friends that have been there to support me when I was falling behind.  I'm praying for you all.  I hope you all find happiness and if I can help you get to that point, let me know.

closer and closer!

ah, the wait is excruciating... but enjoyable at the same time.  flowers don't bloom instantly.. they take the right amount of sunlight and water.  so why should love?  it takes the right amount of words and actions.  it's just the curiosity that kills me.  and that's my own fault.

yesterday was pretty good.  i'm still not quite where i want to be but i'm getting closer..

and that's enough to keep me going.

i'm praying for everyone who is fighting for something they believe in.  keep trying.  if you want it bad enough, you'll find happiness.

happy freaking birthday to me.

there's something about blowing lots and lots of american dollars on small things that just makes my day.  seriously.